something is missing

i have showed symptoms of mild deprivation in the last few days while i was MIA from our MMORPG collaborative group effort. time is a big issue for me right now [yeah, no kidding.. is it ever..] but i was not "ON" so much in terms of following action and doing stuff to make things work as i would have liked to be. on the other hand, i played, read and threw some frezbee and enjoyed probably the last nice & warm & sunny days of the new england fall over the weekend.
but this "itch to be connected" sensation has come back, now that i'm on the net [which i love], having a million ideas of where i could go and how i could prepare; and feeling time flow away like water into sand from me. so much to do so little time.. i can't wait for the encounter with the game. so much has happened since when i left off: people bought and installed software, wrote proposal drafts, edited them, we now have a radio server - which i've downloaded but cannot use ... arrrgh - and campus is beginning to know about us. at least that's the feeling i got. hopefully, it will esaclate, this sense of expanding the game beyond lab space * time. well done, group! seriously. it's been a pleasure to watch things unfold [even though i know we will shortly start killing off each other?]

phew. it felt good to vent a little about all this here.. tomorrow-today is a new day. better get some rest